Forgive me!

I feel like something stabbed through my heart or I lost something pretty important for my life.

As one of my best friends told me, what I'm feeling might be defined one word, which is 'heart-broken'. I definitely trying to deny this reality that I'm grieving and still can't forget 'my love'. I know there's no way back to love again. I also don't need anything or love from him but, what I want is only the person in my life.

Everything looked so beautiful when I was with him, but now they look so poor and I've been negative, listening to sad love songs, and now I feel pathetic and getting stupid. I was so dumb and wrong.

The person who tried to walk away was me and then now, I regret so badly. I thought I would be easy to do so.... now I'm sure how I feel about him.

Hon, can we bring yesterday back around?

What I'm feeling now

Now it's a quarter after 1 am.
Tick Tock Tick Tock....and then the time just stopped accidently in my mind.
I got a regrettable memory.
The time we shared our love...everything we've done together was deleted from my brain.
I can think of nothin' because you were the only one living in my everything.
I just gave you up and left you away only for you. The victim in this love might be myself.
From now, nobody can cure my torn heart and body.
I just can't stop crying because you were the one who was right next to me.
Being alone without you is painful and I'm lost.
Need a person to fix me.
Rescue me.