True Love Disappeared.

Being in love is hard. Especially, finding out the exact one who I can love forever never happens in my life. All the guys I've know never do love, but what they've given to me were painful heartbreaks. When I met my ex, I promised him that as long as I would be with him forever, and he suddenly left me. Now, I'm scared about opening my mind and loving someone. I tend to predict guys would cheat on me even before I know them...

Few weeks ago, I met a guy. I was pretty attracted to him. We had good feelings for each other. I thought that love would last forever..but I was wrong. Confusion and prejudice blocked our relationship and our friendship's also over now...I don't know what happened to us. I shouldn't have trusted him. I can't forgive myself and I regret everything that I've done to him. If he leaves me like a stranger, I would be very disappointed and go and punch his face! Because I know I was holding onto the wrong things apparently!

I'm born again because of You!

Love is fearless...

The things and people you love are a reflection of what you see inside yourself, so never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can take it, and never say you don't love something you can't let go of, because loving is easy but letting go of what you love is nearly impossible.
-Sabrina Dermody-

Rebounding

Since last few months, there were 3 painful break-ups from one person...actually not break-ups, but just breaking my heart. I cried almost everyday, depressed extremely. When he said he doesn't want to hurt me but he can't love me, my heart felt like it stopped beating for a while. At that time I tried so hard to get over him but he was totally stuck in my mind all the time.

He and I couldn't be friends. Whenever I woke up in the morning, I tried to think what happened with my emotions was just a nightmare, not a real story. After that, it took long to mend my broken heart.

After these hard times, now I found a new love. He just came into my life and changed my everything. I feel like I never loved someone the way that I love him. I know someday he might leave me and he's not that into me, but I just like the way he looks at me. I hope this love lasts in the future.....forever.