In the morning, the first thing I think of is what you would do today.

I spend more time thinking of you.

I feel stuck and act like a loser in this love.

I know I shouldn't be missing you.

I used to be high-demanding and disrespectful to you.

All of a sudden though,

I started thinking about you nonstop.

I seriously cannot get you out of my head.

I've fallen into this deep spiral of sadness.

I feel so alone and lost,

even though I know he's not looking back at me.

What happened to me? What have I done?